I know I haven't put up a new Journal since for ever, its just that I am soo lazy and I dont have the time.

I have been busy helping my friend through tough times out of the kindness of my own heart, I know I know I didn't think that I had any kindness in my heart either. But I must say while I am happy to help you (all of you know who you are) I do need some time to sort myself out....

Which brings me on to the next subject, I have managed to choose what I want, but it probably wasn't the smartest move I could have made... But there's no denying that its what I want. (some of you special people will know exactly what I am talking about)

Another thing... My murder dreams have returned to me again, after about a year break, I have had them for three years... So far I am up to four dreams, but I highly dout that they are just gonna stop easily again. They make me sleep deprived...

Ok well I wasn't at school yesterday or today, its because I was having trouble breathing... It sounds bad and trust me it was... Its like having some fat kid come along and sit on you chest... Soooo not good.
A good frind of mine really needed me yesterday and I couldn't be there, all I can do is offer my apoligies to them and hope I get better soon so I can help them ASAP...
This morning I really did plan on going to school, I could breath a little easier, and while I still felt like crap I pretended other wise, but when your mummy finds you bent over a toilet chucking up what little food you had eaten there is no way she is gonna believe you are perfectly ok anymore....

Now completly off that subject, I should be getting my cosplay in about three weeks, which is really good and I am looking forward to it. If it turns out to be no good I hope I haven't left it too late to get a new one sorted out.

Well I think that it... Meh if there is anything eles then screw it...
Bye bye~~!!!